A PRAYER FOR ABSOLUTION
What do I want to get rid of? :
Self-doubt, self-blame.
Uncertainty; certainly.
Guilt that isn’t owed.
Shame that isn’t mine.
Lack of belief in the possibility of myself.
I want to absolve myself of lifelong emotional distress.
To rid myself of the feelings of being beholden to anyone or anything that isn’t my own.
I will embrace myself and my own healing.
I will Believe In My Vision and my own ability to heal.
I will keep my eyes steady and ahead on my own horizon.
I will nourish and water my living, breathing Body.
I will rid myself of hatred for that body;
I will rid myself of self-annihilation.
I will rid myself of all thoughts and chokeholds that do not serve me.
I will embrace my own ability to focus.
I will embrace my own ability to harness my power.
I will rid myself of Victimization.
I will trust my Inner Knowing and I will Let MySelf Heal.
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✵ ABSOLUTION – acceptance, forgiveness, reawakening of my spirit ✵
✮ Renaissance ✮
It is time to come Alive again. It is time to Let Yourself Live. Learn, live, acceptance.
SONIC ACCOMPANIMENT:
A Child’s Question, August – PJ Harvey
Disappear – Meghan Wolf
Virginia – Tori Amos
The Words That Maketh Murder – PJ Harvey
The Prisoner – Comus
Dear God, I Hate Myself – Xiu Xiu
Conversion – Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds
The Seven Seals Are Revealed At The End Of Time As Seven Bows: The BloodBow, The PainBow, The PissBow, The FamineBow, The DeathBow, The AngerBow, The HohohoBow – Current 93
Let My People Go – Diamanda Galás